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27 luglio u hurt me when u say thatit is my fault
i suppose to be tough
i suppose to say "okay, we break up"
i dare not to reply
i can not leave him, i admit. i dare not to live the life without him
i can understand why teacher says that i cant live happily in my relationship
its because i put too much into love
i love the guy too much
always always
i pour all of my love into the relationship
i should not, i could not
thats guy,guy, tool of girls
not the center of the life
i do everything for him
in return
its him saying "then we break up, im tired of quarrels"
i still remember its him saying "whatever happens, never say break up, promise me" with tender voice and gentle touch
now.....
that tears my heart
that breaks my bottom line
i can not figure it out
why love changes that fast
three month ago
thats a guy whos the most sweetest one on the world
i withdraw my line of defence step by step
now i paint the future of us
he turns to be impaitence
he made the mistake, i got angry , thats it
he admits his fault
he is still mad at my attitude,yelling, shouting, and screaming
hey man
thats anger!
more angry i am, more care i got on u
but seems he doesnt understand that
one day
i wont yell
one day
i wont shout
one day
i wont scream
one day
whenever u make the mistake
i reply"nothing darling, u carry on"
means
i dont love u anymore
u got freedom, u got peace
but u also loose me
is that what u want?
to be honest
when he says break up
im desperate
to be a modern girl, i should say okay
then
hang up the phone
walk away
to be honest
i dont want to
coz i love him
i dare not to reply
im in deep angry but i control myself not to say yes at the moment
but my heart is really broken into pieces
he hurts me
deeply
im frail now
im not confident for the relationship anymore
coz im scared
one day
after the arguement
he will say
"im tired of it
lets break up"
whats the reason for plugging into this relationship
now it is easy for him to say break up
im scared
i burst into tears
coz that should be the guy who never wants to say break up to me
but he did
he crushed my faith, my confidence
im scared now in this relationship
really scared
he promised me he wont be the same guy as the ex
he would give me happiness
but he did the same thing as the ex
makes me feel scary
physically last time
spiritually this time
some one wants success in study
some one wants success in work
i got both
but i dont give a shit care
what i care is only love
but he makes me be scared and heartbroken
i still want to continue the relationship with him
coz i love him
being with him is everything
and i think
he might be the guy who will never gonna say break up to me the second time
will u?
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